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by RyanjSp
Sun Sep 17, 2017 9:47 am
Forum: Discussions
Topic: Pain Medication
Replies: 42
Views: 18179

Re: Pain Medication

And our personal lives if something is poking at our consciousness every waking hour of the day it's probably something we need to inventory so how about inventorying things with our group consciousness
by RyanjSp
Sun Sep 17, 2017 9:22 am
Forum: Discussions
Topic: Pain Medication
Replies: 42
Views: 18179

Re: Pain Medication

Just an observation no harm intended but it seems like things have to go a little sideways for anything at all to happen around here. Noels, to clarify my position I have a complicated past with things like outside issues for one thing during years of sobriety I was taken to the hospital with severe...
by RyanjSp
Sun Sep 17, 2017 1:18 am
Forum: Discussions
Topic: Judgement & Resentment in Sober Housing
Replies: 12
Views: 4951

Re: Judgement & Resentment in Sober Housing

I hope you eventually go on to being and enabled 63 year old woman with a lot of experience strength and Hope to share
by RyanjSp
Sat Sep 16, 2017 5:51 pm
Forum: Discussions
Topic: Judgement & Resentment in Sober Housing
Replies: 12
Views: 4951

Re: Judgement & Resentment in Sober Housing

You could possibly find a gospel Rescue Mission to live in work in and get you a new start but being a woman you might have a tougher time most of them cater to men. Also there is a heavy culture of your a desperate loser and you should thank them for every minute of their keeping you when you are f...
by RyanjSp
Sat Sep 16, 2017 5:23 pm
Forum: Discussions
Topic: Judgement & Resentment in Sober Housing
Replies: 12
Views: 4951

Re: Judgement & Resentment in Sober Housing

You're on Rocky ground right now I'm going to pray for you I hope others on your will pray for you too
by RyanjSp
Sat Sep 16, 2017 7:53 am
Forum: Discussions
Topic: Pain Medication
Replies: 42
Views: 18179

Re: Pain Medication

If you can take pain pills then great but let's not water down the facts we are addicts and a chemical that changes are feelings we have an insane urge to pursue. The terrible truth is that we have feelings honestly from the terrible world we have been brought in to and lived in
by RyanjSp
Sat Sep 16, 2017 7:41 am
Forum: Discussions
Topic: Pain Medication
Replies: 42
Views: 18179

Re: Pain Medication

I know I'm going to get hammered on this but people with time of sobriety with a doorknob is God end up going down some dark paths Bill W himself went down some strange paths the 12 Steps come straight from the beatatudes, Jesus's Sermon on the Mount I for one would be interested to observe how exac...
by RyanjSp
Fri Sep 15, 2017 3:21 pm
Forum: Discussions
Topic: Pain Medication
Replies: 42
Views: 18179

Re: Pain Medication

PS love you brother
by RyanjSp
Fri Sep 15, 2017 3:20 pm
Forum: Discussions
Topic: Pain Medication
Replies: 42
Views: 18179

Re: Pain Medication

Bud please settle down I only tell my own experience if you're able to do that then great but my experience still counts for something peace be with you
by RyanjSp
Fri Sep 15, 2017 1:37 pm
Forum: Discussions
Topic: Pain Medication
Replies: 42
Views: 18179

Re: Pain Medication

Not telling you what to do but all I could say is the pills I got after having a few teeth pulled on a couple occasions were like alcohol in pill form. As a matter of fact a number of years ago after being sober for quite some time after having teeth pulled I went seamlessly from the pills to drinki...
by RyanjSp
Fri Sep 15, 2017 8:29 am
Forum: Discussions
Topic: Ten months in and confused about sponsorship...please help
Replies: 21
Views: 12090

Re: Ten months in and confused about sponsorship...please he

Responding to original post sounds like a sponsor that feels their job in life is to fix other people run away. My original sponsor the late Jerry Watts liked to say that what he had learned about sponsorship was a sponsors job was to keep you entertained until God kicked in. When I asked him what t...
by RyanjSp
Tue Sep 05, 2017 4:50 am
Forum: Discussions
Topic: My Greatest Fear
Replies: 25
Views: 21231

Re: My Greatest Fear

God bless you man during this time of change and growth. As you can see from replies your not the only alchy who has a severe allergic reaction (lol) to criticism etc.
by RyanjSp
Wed Aug 30, 2017 3:44 am
Forum: Sponsorship
Topic: Step 4 expected to take up to a year
Replies: 19
Views: 15102

Re: Step 4 expected to take up to a year

Avaneesh mentioned what I was thinking. Dr. Bob and 'Sober em up on a Friday, sponsoring next monday.' (paraphrasing) Not that it will or should work out that way for everyone but sooner or later sheesh get her done. Also if this thing really gets you then much of your step work is between you and H...
by RyanjSp
Mon Aug 28, 2017 1:51 pm
Forum: The 12 Steps
Topic: 2 step one questions
Replies: 14
Views: 13366

Re: 2 step one questions

Look I'm just trying to work through this workbook sorry I brought it up. It doesn't simply ask who can't who can and who's going to let him. If it did I could answer them go to Walmart get a package of gold stars stick one on my forehead pat myself on the back and be done with it it has a lot of co...
by RyanjSp
Mon Aug 28, 2017 9:30 am
Forum: The 12 Steps
Topic: 2 step one questions
Replies: 14
Views: 13366

Re: 2 step one questions

I believe this was more geared towards accessing physical progression from a medical point of view so I just left it be and moved on but thnx