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by change
Mon Oct 05, 2015 3:04 am
Forum: For the Newcomer
Topic: Day1 arg!
Replies: 14
Views: 7541

Re: Day1 arg!

I am happy to say I am at the end of day 9 and I feel awesome! I made my first weekend which was not straight forward but I managed. In seven years I had not even managed two nights so I am stoked :D I am now working on my self confidence as I think that is my main driver to drink. I want to get con...
by change
Mon Sep 28, 2015 4:58 pm
Forum: For the Newcomer
Topic: Dragging my butt to the AA meeting
Replies: 78
Views: 45742

Re: Dragging my butt to the AA meeting

Thanks everyone :)
by change
Mon Sep 28, 2015 2:33 pm
Forum: For the Newcomer
Topic: Dragging my butt to the AA meeting
Replies: 78
Views: 45742

Re: Dragging my butt to the AA meeting

It was difficult but I am glad I did it, I will def attend again :) my brain was raceing with withdrawal so it was good to listen and I felt a bit calmer there. I did find it scary hearing stories where people were still suffering years later :( I have been clinging to the hope I will feel better in...
by change
Sun Sep 27, 2015 11:30 pm
Forum: For the Newcomer
Topic: Dragging my butt to the AA meeting
Replies: 78
Views: 45742

Dragging my butt to the AA meeting

Every single part of my body is shaking its the end of day two here for me and I am nervous and sick to my stomach but am about to get out of my car and walk through the door of my first meeting. Seriously if feels worse than my first ever speech in school. I can do this!!! I am doing this!!!
by change
Sun Sep 27, 2015 10:27 am
Forum: For the Newcomer
Topic: Day1 arg!
Replies: 14
Views: 7541

Re: Day1 arg!

Thanks for the support, I made it through my first night it is now 6am here so officially day two has arrived. It was a tough night, its hard to believe I managed to have such crazy dreams with so little sleep. I would like to attend meetings but right now I need to hide out from people. I am a very...
by change
Sun Sep 27, 2015 1:42 am
Forum: For the Newcomer
Topic: Day1 arg!
Replies: 14
Views: 7541

Day1 arg!

Hi everyone, I am new to this sort of thing but I need all the help I can get. I have been in bed sweating all day and I don't think I will be able to sleep. But the worst part is depression and guilt :(